31 May, 2006

論成就

一個人的成就是怎樣衡量的?
記得星期六在團契遊戲中被問到誰最有成就
在三人當中我選了阿瑪
因為我覺得她的工作性質最有意義

今日母親取了昔日的照片來重溫
目不轉睛地看着二家姐和我畢業時一家人的合照
大家姐結婚時的結婚相和一家人的合照
父母親自己的合照
我留意到她臉上流露着一份滿足的模樣
就知道她投資在我們身上有多少
我們每一個都是她重大的資產
我想
這就是不問回報的母親一生中最大,最傑出的成就

29 May, 2006

The unbearable lightness of being

Today I commit the same naïve fault one year ago
Feel guilty, betraying and sad
Don’t forget you are in the adult and mature business world
You shouldn’t fully trust anyone or you will loss
Being talkative is a kind of social skills
But be careful mind your words
There are so many things that you shouldn’t mention
And the word of mouth is the greatest weapon in office
My minor fault is not accepted !!!!
I always tent to get ride of passive character
But now sorry that I want to hide myself for a while

27 May, 2006

Delegation


26 May, 2006

Study group

A somehow different office day

Today
My 2nd time eating out lunch with Simon at Heato
Panini was ordered
I discover that the panini sold undernear my office is the best
My 1st time playing badminton with colleagues at South China Club
and my 1st time having hot pot with them
(the food is normal but expensive!)
Tmr most of our office staff including me will go to enjoy the sea food in Lamma Island
I am a bit looking forward cos I treasure my left-time with my funny colleagues

Today
I am reminded by Polly on the ground that I don't know what Kalzip is eventhough I work for the station for a certain period of times
"Hey, how come you don't ask any question when you come across sth that you don't know?" asked by Polly
Maybe I didn't work wholeheartedly
Or I simply loss the intention to ask________

25 May, 2006

Yes I know I am.....

TVGOVIC 說:
i really have an idea that u dun have a very clear and systematic mind


Being criticized by the one I trust
But I should be happy
Thanks for your frank reminder

23 May, 2006

Familiar songs


如果一些東西是十分重要
你一定不會 " 唔記得 "
假約你忘記
這證明這東西對你並不重要
那麼, 唔記得也罷 !

22 May, 2006

心不在焉

今天
又神不守舍
Scan 一個image 都要scan三次
Recently got so many bad news
Can God you tell me what should I do?

20 May, 2006

BAO & JOB


19 May, 2006

Amsterdam

Interesting urbanism and architectural language. Everything is so flat in holland and you can’t even find a single mountain there. Rings of canals are everywhere confusing you and it’s not easy to locate one self. The long street names which dun really make sense to non-dutch just made it worse. The protruding beams and facades of the 1600s house, the glass in the redlight district, the colour facades everywhere, the cantilever no matter whatever building nature or scale . . (the MVRDV’s Wozoco is juz an elderly home…) are some of the elements. It’s an exciting lab for daring architecture for those interested, if they still haven’t got bored after 1 or 2 days.

Quote from Mr. Cheung

中期小統計

有UCL offer:
Irene
Ida
Jane
Janice
Keith
May ho
Soki (去硬)
潛ben
UCL 將成為HKU arch 分校
有Sheffield offer:

Janice
Jane (Interview)
有Bath offer:
Keith
有US university offer: 李浩
UK study Fine Art:

Carly
Rachel
去咗瑞士: Kyson
有報TU Delft:

Vienna
Janice
Chung Chi Ho (will be???)
有報Cardiff: Lecafe
成功轉行, 最有錢途:

Silvia (reporter)
Koki (港龍機師)
Ham (Cathy 空中少爺)
唔讀:

Karent (愛爾蘭打工遊歷)
Lisa (演藝stage design)
Fi 記 (Italy 家族造鞋生意)
Year out 多一年: Simon
最終有多少人真係會番HKU讀呢?

18 May, 2006

I am sensitive.

十分驚訝自己的直覺原來係咁準
我亦愈來愈相信
因為又一次得以證明
Anyway
一些不會堅持, 容易放棄, 經不起考驗
無瓜執番個茄的人
唔死都無用

17 May, 2006

絕對慶幸自己當日做了一個十分明智的決定

16 May, 2006

今期做包

攰死我啦!!!!
早上上班趕deadline
六日又OT
放工又要番hku做year3包
唉…….
用咗3個鐘幫kenny包仔film咗4個section
覺得自己超勁
不過就連我自己都從來無為自己嘅plan or section film shadow
但今次_______摔鏞咗________做到想嘔呀
包仔嘅design都ok
但個colour scheme就灰咗少少
希望佢自己執生
做包的日子正如火如荼地展開
原來做人包主都幾艱辛

晚飯包仔請
十分懷念莊記的兩餸飯
一年後再食番
平靚正, 又無食咗包仔隻車
但滑滑蒸蛋無咗
取而代之的蛋辣辣地都ok la
有my favour的魚香茄子+凍奶茶

希望星期三打風唔駛番工
俾我透透都得掛


啱啱聽到各大包主都攰死咗
真係辛苦晒

14 May, 2006

Conversation with my dearest

Tonight discussed my future planning with my mum
We didn't have such a deep, close, face-to-face conversation for long time
She asked me about my choice of schools and money issues
I have been asked this common question for thousand times
I tried my best to explain my situation to her
that is_______I still can't make up any decision
For sure we are not rich
The tuition fee will be a heavy burden for my family
Sometimes I admire those who can study overseas without worrying this and that
But_____anyway
I know mum did all the best to me
She will support me all the way even she got 0 saving in her bank account finally
But of course, I will not allow it to happen
For this chance, I also told her that God will support our need
Not too much, but just enough
Hope she will believe in God one day
And I told her I must be home-sicked for 2 years later on
haha_____
We got no conclusion at the end
But I am sure one thing
that is
Mum, I love you forever

13 May, 2006

There was an old say......

I can't give you anything but love.

Day Dreaming: How sweet if a guy say to me !!!

12 May, 2006

Robot 757


I am a robot 757
Keep on cadding the changing plans
Like yesterday
I did 2 reflected ceiling plans within a day and send them out to BIAD
I pushed my cad speed to limit in the non-stop 12 working hours
but still I finished them at 9:00pm
The co-ordination between TFP, BIAD, SBP, FSDI is a bit shit
Then rushed to MK to have dinner with Jane, who come back from UK for a few days
The atmosphere was great
but I felt very tired actually_____
Sleep late but wake up early

Recently I lack of mood to write anything here
Sorry for myself
Cos I am a robot 757 now

10 May, 2006

Changed

"讀Arch果三年
除了讀書做Design之外
什麼都變得不重要"
~~~~Lina Chong
"I agree."
~~~~Janice Wong

但諗深一層
這些對今日的我
一定不是最重要

08 May, 2006

Review

Have a discussion with Irene during lunch time
Are we wasting one year learning nothing
but only photoshop and cad?
It seems that we are stepping in situ
We should keep pace with the advanced trend of architectural development instead of the old school of thought
We can foresee what we will be in the near future
if we are not going to change anything
So, what should I do?
Can I be more ambitious and do sth bravely enough before everything is too late?

Bad news today
5
20+20=40
40/5=8
40+20+20=80
80/5=16
23+16=39...........

Today's Music:
James Blunt___Your Beautiful
Daniel Powter____Bad Day
Roxette____I wish I could fly

07 May, 2006

A touching PRAY

Last night heard Chiu's pray for me
Touching ____ Thx
Hope it will come true under God's leading

06 May, 2006

Planning & 4 months left



After reading my sketch book assignment that I did in year 3
I would like to make an online exhibition of my works
However, as time goes by
my passion was gone
But today, I suddently want to record them here
Fresh, chemical changed, gloomy tomatoes
I remember I fooled around with them in hall at mid-night
in order to draw sth to fill up my sketch book before deadline
Always keep drawing is harsh
but now I feel satisfied when looking at them
It's amazing
I will keep on putting my drawings here when I think my blogger
need sth to declorate

Tonight have gathering with OCs, Mr. Chung and Irene
Seems everyone got their plan
Oh____I am a bit loss
Planning is important for me but I ignore it this year
It's time for me to do that as 4 months later
I will back to school again
Oh____my year out life will pass soon
Once again, I think I like work more than study

05 May, 2006

A brilliant song

Listening Johann Pachelbel 's Canon & Gigue for 3 Violins & Continuo in D Major again
I love this song
It brings a feeling that you are covered and protected by bliss

Exhausted

Today I am exhausted deal to the 6 hours non-stop meeting
in a small conference room
And I am forced to work on the public holiday tomorrow______
So I can't go to Cheung Chau with OCs_____POOR

Although it seems harsh
I still believe that Architecture professional can be cool
And thx God I got a chance to design a railway station
Facade, elevation, section, plan, module, structure are intensively linked
That's why my holiday is linked with the station as well

04 May, 2006

Getting out from the trough

Thx for the care of all my dear friends
I am fine

And special thx for Tyler Durden
Thx for the understanding and support to me
Your words bring me out from the trough
Time will tell everything_____that's true
I shouldn't be hurry or make any unnecessary promise

Heard that the relationship between Mabel and Tyler Durden
is getting worse
Oh my God
I am quite worry about that

03 May, 2006

大吉利是

雖然我係一個基督徒
但都不得不懷疑自己今年犯太歲
又一次
我去到急症室
為什麼?
心痛
痛咗好耐____
又一次抽血
但個護士的手勢真差勁
見佢吉嚟吉去, 抽嚟抽去
都抽唔到一点血
仲要吉完一隻又一隻手
~~~~~ 嘩
痛到喊______
最後都CHECK 唔到什麼來

但箇中的原因我自己好清楚

之後仲要趕回公司
俾阿HEAD 嗺圖又照肺
話我唔 FOLLOW INSTRUCTION
唉_______
想喊

02 May, 2006

I go crazy

I know I am and will be totally crazy and loss for the rest of today
Facing the plans and doing nothing
I don't know how to work on that
Something I don't know how to manage
I was so down cos my notebook is infected by virus
ai yaaaaaaaaa ho fan ar

UNBELIEVABLE craig david
Always said I would know where to find love
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough
But sometimes I just felt I could give up
But you came and you changed my whole world now
I'm somewhere I've never been before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS
It's so unbelievable
And I don't wanna let it go
Its something so beautiful
Flowing down like a waterfall
I feel like you've always been
Forever a part of me
And it's so unbelievable
To finally be in love
Somewhere I never thought I'd be

In my heart in my head it's so clear now
hold my hand you've got nothin' to fear now
I was lost and you've rescued me somehow
I'm alive I'm in love you complete me
And I've never been here before
Now I see
What love means

CHORUS
When I think of what I have
And this chance I nearly lost
I can't help but break down and cry
oooh yeah break down and cry

CHORUS
Now I see
What love means

01 May, 2006

Give up

Put down a piece of heavy stone in my heart
End this kind of strange relationship totally
Yes, I feel much more comfortable and secure
No need to be sad
cos happiness is always surrounding me again